So I’m here at the hotel where jay and I are staying for the trial.. I’m supposed to be sat here anxious I think, but I’m literally just laid here looking at my man fast asleep in a ginormous bed and thinking to myself, I can’t believe how much I love this man! I would not of gotten this far if it wasn’t for him. He’s been my absolute rock and I’m so so grateful to him. He’s never questioned me, never doubted me. Just constant support.